Waters not my own

Drenched to my ears and paddling through mud,

my wet skin weighs me down

I am carrying tons of soil from now bank to another

crossing tides of misery in a river,

in a current so belligerent and rough

I stand unmoved.

A miracle. A curse, i’m learning to undo

as I soak my soils in waters not my own

they flow through streams and come back carrying some waters I can call home

and until the sun soaks itself in me, I’ll hold my waters low

no matter the turbulence be

I’ll mirror sky and i’ll mirror smoke

I’ll mirror thunder and I'll mirror oak

and float at pace of clouds

moving pebbles, watering trees

asking for rain as I touch my knees,